Since I wasn't able to watch the VMAs with my usual crowd ... and by usual crowd I mean of course my friends that allow me to make comments throughout the whole thing -- I will instead do it on here! Suck it up, if you don't want to read them, move along.

1) Lady Gaga is a lot shorter than I thought, amazing what heels will do

2) 'Lil Wayne -- stop skateboarding - you're black' HAHAHAHA classic.

3) I still think Jonah Hill is funny and furthermore, I'd still be all over that. Except now he's in shape and so would 10 million other girls -- but just a heads up Jonah -- I woulda been on that pre lifestyle change -- jusss sayin.

4) Niki Minaj -- What in the...

5) Is Jessie J in a cast? And is it bedazzled?

6) Miley -- What is that dress? You look 75. In 1940. And not in the good way.

7) Beavis and Butthead's return will be interesting....do you think they'll modernize it?

8) Jessie J looks like Ginnifer Goodwin -- no seriously -- to the point that I think they're the same person.

9) Ugh Nirvana mentions -- 2 so far, 'nuff said.

10) Chris Brown < Peter Pan

11) "He's my boy" - Justin Bieber about Chris Brown ... watch out Selena Gomez...

12) Gaga, Britney, Beyonce all at once? Oh goodness almost can't even handle it.

13) Yep, still love Beyonce even IF I am not a huge fan of the latest album.

14) Ugh another one.

15) WHO ARE THESE PEOPLE!?! I blame Dan and Jeff for lacking in keeping me updated on music that I am COMPLETELY boggled as to who these new artists are. With the exception of Wiz Khalifa (ih) and Foster the People.

16) I LOVE that Lady Gaga didn't break character. Having once dressed in drag myself, it's a blast. Haha so awesome.

Wellp that's all I got because I didn't remember to record it beyond scheduled time so it cut off. Blast it! Oh well. Pretty decent I must say.

Moon Man,
Em

If You're Sleeping, Are You Dreaming

I think the one thingwe take for granted in the entire world more than anything else is memories. We have so many memories and we don't even remember all of them. Right now I am listening to a song that came up on my iTunes and I can tell you exactly why I have this song. A boyfriend of the past once posted the lyrics to this entire song to me, shortly after that it was on the radio as my mother dropped me off at driver's ed which I hated because I didn't know anyone, but hearing this song on the radio and associating it with my then boyfriend meant all the world to me.

And now that I hear this song a good....8 years? later? Maybe more... I can still recall all of that. I can still remember the exact moment that I saw those lyrics for me. I knew then and there he would be my first love. He was and still is. We are good friends now and I thank the Lord every day that we were able to realize we weren't meant for each other at that time and were able to be great friends out of the whole experience. After all, high school relationships are sooooo overrated (ha. Haha.) But at the same time, that kid that for his own privacy I will remain nameless, and I were destined to be in each other's lives forever, we were just too young to understand that it didn't have to include sex.

There's no real moral, and I am sure I will bring up this subject time and time again because it boggles my mind every time how much we dismiss our memories when honestly, they are sooo powerful. a scent, a smell, a color, a show, a movie, or some simple song lyrics can change your mood instantly.

Did I mention this same song also got me through countless days of work as a strawberry picker?!


Someday Blue October, I will call YOU,
Em

Whore-ible Me.

I left this quaint little blog space of mine for tumblr.com because someone convinced me it would be better. I won't say who... but if you ask me, I probably will.
Well I tried it out and I fiddled around with it and tried it out and guess what? It didn't fit. So I came crawling back, tail in between my legs.

So I'm back, blogspotters and I am definitely going to make more of an effort to hang around. Truth being, because I miss it. And also because very soon I am going to assume I will need a forum to analyze and examine my life to an obsolete space so I don't feel like I am burdening someone.

On a different note - I think my favorite thing about watching television shows is trying to figure out which character I most represent. Right now I am engulfed in Sex and the City and I can't decide if I am more Carrie or Miranda. I guess I could just chalk it up to a little bit of both but that's a little lame. I know I'm not Charlotte and I hope I'm not Samantha... I don't have the greatest track record but that came under completely different circumstances than Ms. Jones. I would say I lean more toward Carrie, but there's always that voice that's like "EVERYONE wants to be Carrie, but no one is" but I think I might really be. I can't really explain why. I guess if you have opinions you can definitely chime in at any time.

I wasn't really going anywhere with that. I'm really just trying not to fall asleep. I guess in that regard, I am slightly delirious.

Well glad to be back, more to come I'm sure.

That title... had more to it, but then again I didn't really want to delve into any of that.

But I'll give you one guess,
Em